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Look at my long straight hair then. What happened now!!!
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Sep. 25th, 2006 @ 11:29 am
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I never knew I would have so much fun on the trip to pulau ubin! Its really a getaway from the hustle and bustle of the city life back in mainland Singapore. Stepping onto the island for the second time in my life till now, I was drawn by the zinc-roofed houses and coffee shops by the sea. Just me and another friend, we rented bicycles and start our exploration into the wilderness!! haha! Along the way, there are abandoned houses and farms, it makes me really wonder how is ubin like when its much more populated. There are a lot of small shrines and temples all around the island, a very strong sense of chinese and malay culture could be seen from these religious areas. What is interesting is having to see the quarries close-up. A magnificent sight to be remembered, really. After our cycling, we have yet another adventure, which is to find our way to chek jawa. The time is 445pm, we board one of the mini bus and alight at the pavilion near to chek jawa. Chek Jawa is not really legal for people to go in except if u join a guided tour. From the pavilion, its quite a long walk into the forest, while walking on the earth trails, you get to see quarry by ur side and monitor lizards, and sometimes wild boars. AFter the long walk down, we faced another gate which hindered our way into chek jawa, but since we already came all the way in, we go round the gates to the other side again. After this gate, its a shorter walk into chek jawa, but when u arrived, u know its all worthwhile.... the beautiful piece of sea bed that unveiled in front of ur eyes is utterly amazing. The piece of flat can go out to few hundreds meters and within it, life is everywhere. You can see crabs crawling around, mudskippers skipping around. The feeling there is wonderful...but we cant stay long as the tide is coming in. While we are walking out, it started to become dark, the feeling is not very good. Theres no streetlights in the island at all, and once night falls, its total darkness.. after which we went for a seafood dinner at the restaurant and head home. Wonderful and cheap encounter with nature!
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this is quite interesting as for those who watches army daze this year, its ah beng and tresslyn. Was walking past thinking its just another ad with seb and emma...Haha. So this is what the siblings went on to do... =P |
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nothing interesting for my journal update.
I think everyone probably forget abt the existance of this blog.
I dont know whats there to write as a daily routine, someone teach me?
I hope this entry will be the start of a more frequent visit to this website.
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3 more weeks to end of 2005.
Looking forward to a whole new 2006.
I had a fairly fruitful year.
Lets hope next year will be better...
This year, i took my biggest step till now and moved on to the genre of theatre with no experience at all. I am truly enjoying the friends around me, the work, and each and every show of course. I clubbed lesser too. It may be quite boring spending an uneventful weekends sometimes. but i spent lesser money and got myself more time alone, so i guess thats good too. 2005 is also the year where finally i can smoke and drink legally. I am always counting down the days, but when it finally came, it means nothing. Maybe i over did those things already. =)
Thanks to the many people out there who've always been nice to me, care about me, make my days brighter and are always there with me. Friends that i never regret making and will remember for the longest time. Met many new people this year too. But most of them are just acquaintances now or rather passer-bys in life, but some of them became good friends. Thanks guys.
Wahahahhahahaha.....
Dec. 9th, 2005 @ 02:52 pm
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THIS IS NOT A LIST-THE-NEGATIVITY EXERCISE AND THERE ARE A NUMBER OF COUNTER-EXAMPLES BUT THEY ARE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN. I FIGURED A FAIR NUMBER OF PEOPLE READ MY JOURNAL AND IT MIGHT BE A GOOD PLACE TO RAISE AWARENESS ABOUT HOW MUCH HATE THERE IS OUT THERE. THIS IS NOT SO MUCH ABOUT SCREWED-UP GENDER ROLES BUT BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
(Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.)
Oct. 26th, 2005 @ 11:09 am
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Sleepless night man!!! But i do enjoy myself to a certain extent.
School is finally over and will not begin till next Jan, but i guessed this 2 months plus for me will be production again. Miss my friends out there whom i havent seen for some time. Really sorry. Hugs....
Lets find time to meet up soon ya. Cheers, ppl.
Oct. 22nd, 2005 @ 01:07 pm
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Seriously, I dont know why I signed up for this livejournal account since I only udate it once in a blue moon. These 4 months were really 'interesting'. Did 2 shows, Spirits and Poetic License. Both which were quite shitty as the ppl i worked with are ppl i cant work with. Started school in July, nothing much happened until say sept where I did a show, A sentimental Journey, starring Chan Po Ju, and after that, I did the opening of 72-13(theatreworks). Just started rehearsals for Ten Brothers yesterday. Guess it would be fun! Anyone interested in plays and such, please come and watch!
Oct. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:57 am
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Hello,
I realized we are on not very good terms for quite awhile but i dont know why. I remembered that night u sms-ed me to say you are not in good mood but i did not reply straight away. Maybe u judged our friendship from the late-ness of the reply.
I am sorry that i jeopardized our friendship just like that. You know I always have fond memories with u for these 2 years, like how we visited CCHSM together after we graduated, searched for satay beehoon in chinatown market and u comforting me on the roof of chalet when i really cry my hearts out. All these little memories of u are always in my mind. I thought our friendship will go a long way and thats why i took it for granted at some time. I ought to be punished i guess, and maybe you are thinking i dont worth your friendship afterall.
But I always believed our friendship is build on strong grounds and it will never crumbled easily just like that. I actually do miss u and I'm not joking. Seeing you at the chalet is nice, but it really hurts me when we are not talkin like we used to. The distance is definitely there and I really felt uncomfortable. I am not used to the way we are talkin to each other, really.
In all the years to come, I do hope you are one of the people who will be around me and sharing my joys and woes with. I guess your presence is important in my life. I mean every word i say here.
I AM REALLY SORRY
PLEASE ACCEPT MY APOLOGY.
Jing Guang
May. 25th, 2005 @ 02:29 am
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
May. 11th, 2005 @ 09:05 am
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You are sad because of your grief
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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Apr. 6th, 2005 @ 12:33 am
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Quite busy recently, but i am glad that i am busy cuz i wont have much time to think about lots of stuffs. Although i feel lonely at times, i am lucky enought o keep myself busy with work. Madama butterfly is coming soon and i hope it will be a breakthrough for me. School will be startin in 3 months time and i guess by then i wont be doing productions like i am now, wont have the time. All the best to myself! haha. Hey ppl out there, all the best in whatever you guys are doing! cheers!!
Apr. 3rd, 2005 @ 06:06 pm
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Feb. 28th, 2005 @ 07:30 am
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Finally I managed to put a stop to my clubbing days. I am not sure if it can last long, but I will just try my best to keep things this way now. I got more time to attend to other stuffs and thats a great feeling. No more blasting music and boring times in clubs. I guess I started clubbing every week because it has become a habit. Guess I will miss drooling over cute guys in clubs, haha, but things are sure to improve in my life. Thanks to all the people who encouraged me in whichever ways in my life, you guys sure leave an impression in my heart. Thanks. After 2 months of enjoyment, results are coming out real soon. Just wish that i can get my desired results and proceed to the next phase of my life.
Feb. 15th, 2005 @ 05:58 pm
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孤星
曲：張崇基
詞：倩如
編：麥皓輪
唱：陳啟泰
時空交錯 百般愛恨 幾多淒美故事
而人間魔界 愛的引力 能突破界限
從沒有迷信宿命 卻永遠難違天意
其實我亦有心事 你不會知
如若某天終不禁 深深一吻透心
連成一體血脈 不理種下福禍
來日裡齊輪迴那境地 彼此變一對
總不可吻下去 怕最終不可挽回
夢魘千萬年
悲愴的孤星 沒法相認 痛苦莫名
時光飛閃 百般愛念 幾多心醉片段
人間煙火 最終有限 難越過生死
從沒有迷信宿命 卻永遠難違天意
其實我亦有心事 你可會知
如若某天終不禁 深深一吻透心
連成一體血脈 不理種下福禍
來日裡齊輪迴那境地 彼此變一對
總不可吻下去 怕最終不可挽回
夢魘千萬年
悲愴的孤星 沒法相認 痛苦莫名(X2)
Bought the whole soundtrack just for this song.
Its quite a sad song..
Don't know why I always like sad songs leh..
=)
Feb. 15th, 2005 @ 04:49 pm
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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!!!!! =)
Feb. 9th, 2005 @ 12:53 am
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You Are 21 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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haha!! ok la not that old.... =)
Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 11:10 am
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Does single hood means loneliness?
Friends'companion cant even keep you warm and comfortable? Actually it does, the only time i would feel lonely is when I am all alone at home. At this point, thoughts and memories would start to fill my mind, I yearn for more, but yet I know its out of reach at that point of time. This is when I'm succumbed to loneliness. -Just my own interpretation-
Bought a cigarette box today. Very nice design and Sam got one too! Was really very tired and am glad that I'm home. Went to happy yesterday. Was boring at first but everything picked up towards the end. So did my mood.
What will my near future be like? Still very much into the clubbing scene or I found something better for myself to do. Many people know that I've always wanted to be involve in the theater scene. It is my interest since primary school. well, I guess I will still stick to this ambition of mine and get it done! Lucks for me! Haha.
Dec. 21st, 2004 @ 03:05 am
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Quiet night.
All i can hear is the ceiling fan...
Hmm...Should really reflect upon myself. What is there for me to be proud about myself? How am i going to love myself? Well, that means i need to love my shortness, short stubby legs, lian ou-like arms and on and on...
I guess i need to. They will be with me as long as I am still alive. Thanks to many people whom have been encouraging me, giving me loads and loads of advice. No matter what, you guys do help in boostin my confidence.
Watched Aladdin just now and I totally love it and really enjoyed myself. Its around 2 hrs long and for that 2 hours(excludin the 15-mins break), I totally immersed myself in it. Sing along with the cast and children, clapping and cheering as loud as i could! I felt that I am back to my childhood days... so innocent. You guys out there should really watch it!!!
Nothing much to talk about. Wei Sam, I miss you. Haha. Actually miss more of those times when we werent out in the clubbing scene. Everybody is so demure....well, things changed. And yes, I've become even more demure. Right? LOl...
Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 03:29 am
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